Even when life gets tough, you should push through with a smile upon your face.
I feel like I have said this before, but I will mention it again, just in case you didn’t know…
I went into the hospital two weeks ago and was diagnosed with vertigo. If you know about vertigo, you will know that it’s a symptom of another underlying issue. It stinks. I slept away three days straight, my vision became blurry, I was dizzy, I was sick, I couldn’t move my head and so on… It’s just now starting to clear up.
I signed up to run my first 5k of 2014 on New Year’s Day. 38 cities share in this race and I wanted to run the Commitment Run in Baltimore. I can only tell you how ‘bummed’ out I was when told to put running to a halt. That I must see a cardiologist and be cleared.
Really? Why has my health “all of a sudden” just dropped off? There are lots of answers that still need to be answered.
On New Year’s Eve, I sat thinking about the race I could run. I was irritated, annoyed and upset. How could I possibly start the New Year by not achieving my first commitment? And there it was…the words just rolled off my tongue. It was a commitment.
I made a commitment to having a healthy year.
I made a commitment for me.
I made a commitment to try my best…and that means…putting one foot in front of the other.
I was told I could not run, I wasn’t told I couldn’t walk. I can still fulfill my commitment to myself, just differently. Not the way I saw fit, but I am grateful I can still do it.
I am grateful to have my feet.
I am grateful I can breathe.
I am grateful to have energy and breathe in and out light.
I am grateful to be me.
So, I packed my clothes and got ready, because I was going to finish that race.
Did I mention I called my step-mom and asked her to walk it with me?
I have never been so proud walking through the finish line with her.
True. We talked the whole time …. and even took photos along the way…
I feel like you can do that when you’re a walker…you know? Just take in the scenery?
Like that red fire-hydrant… or take a photo of others taking photos…
Or interrupt other walkers for more photos…what-evs! We did return the favor!
It turned out to be more amazing than what I could have hoped for. I finished and with a long-time friend. My time was far less from impeccable, but it was pleasurable.
I am more than appreciative for this day. I am grateful to have all the things needed to walk this 5k. I am quite happy that I kept my commitment to myself as well.
For the 30-Day Health Challenge, I want you to think of things that you are grateful for. You have a lot to be appreciative about. Just like I do. The lists are endless.
How do you show your day of gratitude?
Awww what a beautiful post! You are so right, we as runners hold ourselves to such high standards, and often take it for granted. You did what you said, and enjoyed it so much more. I ran a half marathon in Chicago with some friends, and as I wasnt racing it as hard as usual, I could take in the scenery. It was so much fun. You will be back in no time, and will enjoy every run after your down time. My mum used to have vertigo and it was nasty, I hope you feel better soon!
Thank you so much for the beautiful comment and support! It means a lot to me!
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